2712-
went to Chinatown Point with my tuition tcher&other peeps (:
it was a tuition 'outing' i think.
ahahahahs.
Uncle Vincent(tcher's hubby) brought us to his friend's magic shop call Magic Supreme (:
the shop was cool :D
Uncle Steven(magician) showed us alot of tricks which made me O.O
ahahahahahas

then i bought something nice frm the shop &went to meet Baby after that.
actually intend to go out,
but, Baby's tired frm the bball training.
so, sad lor ):

then she accompanied me to wait for the bus.
but the bus was very long,
so she went home first ):
which left me alone at the bus stop..
then a kid came down and sat bside me.
then other 2kids came down &looked at him.
i think they were his brothers bah.
then the mom came down,
held onto the kid &asked him to go.
then he stood up,
walked a few steps,
and vomitted =____=
..............
WTH! =__=VVV
then i almost vomitted too.
cause i kinda witnessed that scene =_________=
Laughs.

headed to Sincheong's hse after that (:
it's been long since i went up to his hse.
then slacked there awhile and Weesong came! :D
then he asked Sincheong to cook Maggi de Mee Goreng for us cause we're hungry.
Lol.
then the nice Sincheong helped us cook 3packets :DD
ahahahas.

slacked awhile after eating.
then they had to go meet up with their Gossip Grp le.
so i headed home first.

slept for 2hrs at home &Baby slept for 7hrs already! =___=
Laughs :D
such a pig :X
oh yeah,
me&sis didnt quarrel anymore (:
GREATTTTTTT!
was happy la.
cause we kinda treat each other well after big sis talked to us (:
Thanks sis! :D
i really do hope we all wont quarrel anymore :D

2812-
went to godparent's hse after work (:
watched Cadaver or whatever de horror movie there =_=
it was nice in the starting.
but i dont get what happened at the ending =_=
very complicated.
ahahahas.

2912-
went to tuition after work today.
some things happened &i dont wish to say (:
ahahahas.
&i found out something!
i dont get drunk when i drink Tiger Beer =___=
that means my dad's Tiger Beer had gone wasted.
ahahahas.
who cares? :D

&&&!
im now addicted to Janice's Goodbye :D
all bcause of Yeefei who introduced this song to me =__=
but it's really nice! :D
wahahaha.

kay la.
gtg!
tata~ xDDD

im back againnnnn! ((:
came back to post today cause i already promise baby :/
ahahahahas.

1912-
went to c.o today (:
late for 25mins~
ahahahahas.
Hsinghui already reached le.
then Yeefei smsed me to wait cause she wanna go clinic laosai =___=
haas. her sms damn funny la =_=

then c.o was boring~ :/
went to eat yupian with them after c.o! (:
but i didnt eat cause im not hungry.
but Hsinghui let me drink her soup &Yeefei let me drink like almost 1/2 the bowl of soup?
ahahahahs.
yummy! xD

went to collect Hsinghui's book after that.
&den i went hpv for work as usual (:

2o12-
went to the Zoo with family (:
was quite bored la~
cause it was raining in the morning =__=
then we had to wear poncho-s to walk arnd

stopped at a restaurant for lunch.
had Spaghetti ((((:
wahahaha.

then went to the Baboon de place.
saw the baboon fuck again =__=
wth!
&my sis even saw it twice!
Laughs xD

went to eat at Ben&Jerry bfore going off (:
then Mela's dad dropped me, Liwen, Mela&sis at CCK interchange.
then Liwen went to take mrt home while we head to Vivo (:

finally bought the Christmas present for the Gifts Exchange for Jiefu (:
but the design i wanted to buy no more le =__=
so i chosed other designs (:
hoped he like it bah.
ahahahahas.
then went to Toys'R'Us cause Mela had to buy present for Samantha.
find very long le,
then finally chose Barbie de stuffs for her (:

ate dinner at Burger King (:
&then blah blah blah~
had a long&tired day =__=

2112-
work~

2212-
went to meet up with Hsinghui at JE interchange after work (:
then went Taka tgt :D
baby came &joined us too ((((:
then bought Christmas presents for my darlings
&went Yoshinoya for dinner :D

Hsinghui went off after dinner.
then me&baby continued to walk arnd to look for our own Christmas presents (:
then we went to Isetan.
Baby bought me a shirt! :D
love it very muchhhhhhhh!
Thanks Baby! :DDD


Baby sent me to Lakeside after that.
Thanks again! (:
i had fun today.
muahahaha xD

2312-
went to godparent's hse with sis&jiefu in the afternoon.
headed to Arnanda Resort at Pasir Ris after that (:
the chalet was not so small, and not so big.
ahahahas.

went to White Sands Mall to find me&sis's swimming costume with sis, jiefu&Liwen (:
den blahblahblah~
buy finish le,
went to Mac to buy ice cream! (:
Jiefu's treat! :D
ahahahahas.
Thanks ya! :D

den it rained on the way back chalet =__=
sian 1/2 lo =_=
reached back chalet le.
saw my aunts and uncles trying to start the BBQ de fire.
but i think it failed in the end,
&we BBQ-ed indoor (:
ahahahas.
but we BBQ outdoor at night cause the rain had stopped (:
den blahblahblah~
went home with mum&godma cause we have work tml morning =__=

2412-
Happy Birthday Yongxian! (:

went back to chalet after half day of work.
saw loads of presents at the table O.O

there were abt 40 presents i think?
ahahahas.

went Wild Wild Wet at 3plus &we had hell lots of fun! :DD
there's me, sis, 2nd sis, jiefu, bro, Liwen, Mela, Kervin!
so yeah,
all kids! :DD
so we get to play all the rides or whatever in time (:

went back at 7plus.
ate&everything.
played games after i bathed finished (:
the game was.. cute?
ahahahahas.
&i won this!

a small 'cake' towel =___=
Laughs! xD

oh yeah.
we also had Lucky Draw.
i won this! :DDD

Chip&Dale Cup+Spoon!
SUPER CUTE DE CAN! xD

den time for the Gifts Exchange thingy! :DDD
i was chosen by my sis!
&she bought me a bangle(?) for Moshi Moshi Jewellery! (:

muahahahaha.
THANKSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS SIS! xD

so overall,
i got 5 presents!
muahahaha.
including a T-shirt frm Baby, Zinc Bag frm godparents & a 4leave Clover Keychain frm mum! (:
thanks all! :DDD
ahahahas.
the 4leave clover Keychain was super cuteeeeeeeee!

Chip&Dale again! :DDD
muahahas.
CHIPMUNK FREAK x)))

2512-
Merry Christmas to Everyone! :DDD
muahahaha.
went home in the afternoon.
&then went out again after bathing! (:

headed to Ammelia's hse.
then her mum cooked Mee Sua for me (:
it was yummyyy! :DD
Thanks Auntie! :D

went to Bugis with Ammelia, Alison&Alison's Bf (:
met up with Baby there too :DDD
then went to help Ammelia find Christmas presents for ppl.
bought a necklace for Shihan again!
ahahahahas.

Alison&her Bf went to eat first while we went to find something for Chuthing.
but still couldnt find anything that suits her la =__=
then me&Baby went Mac to eat &Ammelia went back home first cause she wanna watch her Tv show =__=
then me&Baby played arnd in Mac.
was damn fun la!
Baby! rmb the Burger?? muahahahahaha xD
i make her until she wanna puke!
Laughs! :DD


then went home at 9plus.
saw SincheongSISTER after i pei Baby to wait for mrt at Lakeside!
LOL.
so qiao~
we both were like " EH? O.O " shock dao~
lol!
then he said that he waited for 240 for 30mins.
that's why =__=

reached home at 10plus.
super tired~

2612-
work~
went off at 4.30pm.
met up with Baby at Chinatown (:
bused to Bugis to return my books.
&then headed to Heeren to find my slippers.

walked arnd for quite long but didnt found any slippers that i like ):
so we went to Cine &ate Subway de cookies for dinner! (:
then took bus home~
haas.

kay la..
really dont have mood to blog le.
cant stop crying now ):
had a conflict with sis just now..
i dont understand..
wth am i wrong?
i know im irritating at times.
but,
WHYDOYOUHAVETOBESOMEANTOMEATTIMES??????
WHYWHYWHYWHYWHYWHYWHYWHYWHYWHYWHYWHYWHYWHYWHYWHYWHYWHY???????????????????
i really really dont understand..
&now...
i dont feel like it's my home anymore..
i felt so extra here.
i always came home late cause i know that nth right would happen at home.
conflictsconflictconflictsssssssssssssssssssss!
ALWAYS!
ihatethisssssssssssss!

hais..
tata~ )))':

whoaaaa.
1 week nvr update le :X
ahahahahas.

1212-
went for c.o in the morning.
was late for 20mins as usual.
but there's no tcher :D
muahahahaha.

sms-ed Yeefei when i reached den she abt break time that time den reply back &said that she just woke up =_=
lol.
so i went Prata shop with Amanda for breakfast (:
ordered &Yeefei came.
den me&Amanda's food very long den come lo.
den hai dao Amanda late for the practice =_=

den went back c.o le.
played games with Mr. Wong! :D
so, me, Yeefei, Zuhaily, Yiling &Mr. Wong each have a small piece of paper.
den we had to write an object/character on the paper &dun let anybody see.
den we had to place it on the person nxt to us de forehead.
den the person had to ask qns &guess what's the object/character.
ahahahas.
super fun la.
but Yeefei kept writing 'difficult' de words for me to guess =__=

den got one is super qian da one!
she go write The Mummy.
den Mr Wong give me a clue saying that it's very close to my dad =_=
den i asked how many yrs old.
they answered " a thousand yrs old " =______________=
i was like, wahlao!
damn hard can! =__=
haas.

went home to bathe after c.o.
den went Jp to meet up with Chuthing! (:
was late for 15mins =__=
lol.
den took bus to Bukit Timah to meet up with Ammelia! :D
as usual,
we alighted earlier than the bus stop we shld alight =_=
wth!
everytime we take bus tgt will alight at wrong bus stop one.
Laughs! xD

reach Bukit Timah le.
den it started to drizzle =_=
ate Katong Laksa! (:
wahahaha.
den went Plaza Sing to find Shihan's present after that.
but had to go off early cause Chuthing had something on =__=
so,
me&Ammelia went Vivo to find Chocolates instead! (:

Baby came to meet up with us too.
went arnd again to find present.
at last decided to buy a Necklace for her! :D
ahahahas.
so we had dinner while waiting for the shop de person to carve out Shihan's name on the Necklace.
den blah blah blah~

den we went to take pics! :DD




where's the a&r? =__=


LOVES!


me&everyday! :D


play play play! xD


aiyoyo! walk so far =_=


EVERYDAY! xD


wah! why quarrel? =__=


nah~ i still love you! :D


gu niang again. carrying me&Ammelia's bag xD

went home after that.
wahahaha.

1312-
Happy Birthday Tan Shi Han! :DDD
muahaha.
finally big le.
but still, we're older than her xD
ahahahahas.

went Ammelia's hse after half day work.
need to write Birthday wishes on the card cause i forgotten to write it ytd =_=
ahahahas.
den went Jp &waited for Shihan (:
bus-ed to Chuthing's hse de bus stop &waited for Chuthing.
she run across de road machiam like mad woman like that =_=
Laughs :D

den walked to Jurong West de stadium.
had lunch at Nihon Mura! :D
muahahahaha.
was super full la =___=
den went Chuthing's hse to eat the Birthday cake! (:
took pics again :D






quality not good =__=





i only have these pics.
for more,
go to Ammelia's blog (:
lazy to upload others xD

rushed to Jp to catch Alvin&The Chipmunks movie! :DD
awwwwwwwwwwwww.
super cute can!
ahahahahahahas.
Me, I Want A Hula-Hoop~! xD
muahahahaha.

den Shihan had to go home soon after the movie.
so we sent her to the Mrt station den we walked back.
i felt that the atmosphere was weird.
mayb i didnt went out with both of them for so long le?
&mayb i wasnt in the same classes as both of them for a yr le?
i felt there's a distance frm us now :/
okay, enough of all these.
haas.
went home arnd 7pm or 8pm plus bah (:

1412-
Happy 15th Mth Anniversary to me&baby! :D
wahahaha.
but i wasnt quite happy abt what happened bah.
so, skip it (:

went to meet up with Godma after work.
ate Spaghetti&Chicken Wings at Spagetti Too! :D
went to Godparent's hse after that.
watched tv while waiting for sis they all to come.
ohyeah,
watched Hairspray again!
muahahahaha xD
but i fell asleep halfway =__=
ahahahas.

1512-
forgotten~

1612-
had a whole day off today! :D
quite surprise that dad would let me off today la.
cause it's a Sunday (:
ahahahas.

was super duper bored!
bored until i can go bang the head at the wall, go to sleep, hit myself real hard,
thinking that why shld i choose this fucking boring day to have my day off? =___=
well,
the bored day was saved cause i went to find Ammelia! :D
who is currently working at J8 (:

reached &went to find Ammelia.
was kinda bored too.
but at least there's somebody to pei me! xD

went Mos Burger for dinner (:
&&&!
something happened again =_=
there's this rude asshole(!!!!) who sat at me&Ammelia's seat even though i placed my bag there.
den Ammelia went to tell him that we're sitting that place.
den the man asked Ammelia how many ppl sitting.
she said 2.
den the asshole pointed at the 2 chairs arnd the table telling us that we could sit at other chairs which is like wtf? =_=
den i buy finish food le,
we went back to sit.
we were like ....... ? =___=
facing an asshole, eating our burgers =_=
fuck man! =_=
den he eat finish le still sit there abt 5 or 10mins? =_=
wahlao.
buay paiseh la he! =_=

went to walk arnd after dinner cause there's still time for Ammelia's reporting time (:
went up to Sembawang.
saw the Alvin&The Chipmunks sountracks! :D
me&Ammelia wanted to buy it.
but decided to buy it some other days.

den Ammelia had to go back 5mins earlier cause she had to tap cards &whatever.
so i slowly walked back to the store &waited for her.
Baby came den i went down to fetch her.
but she had to go off after like 15mins?
cause she suddenly had something on =_=
oh well,
den i let her off =___=
sucks man! =___=
haisssssss.

intended to go home at 7pm.
but i delayed until she finish work den we go home tgt.
ohya!
saw a super cute girl! :DD
she was like playing with a toy piano.
den when the piano got music.
she dance! xDDD
omggggg!
so damn cute la! xD
ahahahas.
couldnt stop laughing :D
she laughed when she sees us laughing too!
ahahahahas!
CUTE! (:

1712-
had tuition&work.
no life~ =__=
ahahahas.

1812-
had work in the morning.
den went off at arnd 1pm.
went to Chinatown to meet baby &off to Nam's hse to take things.
it started to rain super heavy,
so, me&baby's Sentosa outing was cancelled ):
sad la.

went up to Nam's hse &played mahjong! :D
ohya.
made a new friend today.
Minjia! Nam's friend (:
Laughs! :D
den playing mahjong that time.
i keep getting the 'flowers' de tiles.
den they called me "Queen of Flowers"=__=
in chinese is like Hua Hua Nu Wang?
something like that =__=
haas.

changed &went off at 5pm.
went to Bugis &we finally had our Soup Spoon dinner tgt! xD
muahahaha.
den went home at 9pm.

haas.
kay la.
gtg sleep now!
Nites everyone!
tata~ xDDD

okay,
so my GREAT day was ruined by 2 freaking rude assholes.
gosh.
they really made me real mad =___=
ass man.

ASSHOLE1
so there's this old hag &her big family came to the canteen &sat there to wait for the rain stop when i was working.
den Yiling jiejie(Owen's mum) went to asked if they want to eat anything or what cause they occupied like the whole big table &ppl had to order food here cause it's a rule.
den the old hag sitting at the another table herself scolded Yiling jiejie.
the old hag was like " i cannot sit here meh?! now raining also wan chase ppl out! &..... " in a fucking rude way.
but Yiling jiejie bo bian, so she had to ask them nicely again what they want to eat.
so the old hag just ordered 2slices of Kaya toast.

den Yiling jiejie went to made &give them the Kaya toast.
den the old hag gave her $2.
den Yiling jiejie went back to give her change.
den you know what the old hag said?
" Na liang kuai qian chi si ni la! " i dunno how to translate but it's very rude =_=
wtf right?
Yiling jiejie was super angry.
den she said her back " have you said enough already?! im only working here okay! "
Nbcb.
this kind of person also have.

den i went down to dad's shop &asked him abt the old hag.
&he told me that the old hag did came to the shop.
she kept saying that Chinatown had loads of these kinds of goods &blahblahblah..
heh. Wth?
if Chinatown got these stuffs den dont bother to go into the shop &look arnd can?
Come on la.
den you come Hawparvilla for what?
See how you will suffer in Ten Courts of Hell ya?
Laughs. dont blame me for being mean.
you just made me hate you sooooooooo much!
STUPID OLD HAG!

ASSHOLE2
went to Vivo City outside the bus stop to take bus go home.
30 finally came le.
i was the last few ones to board the bus.
so there's 3 ppl standing in front of me,
den they decided to take other buses so they stepped back.
den when i was boarding the bus,
the bus driving closed the door O.O
den the door kiap me =___=
&i almost fell down &knocked my leg onto dunno what thing.
damn pain la ):

den i came up the bus and stared at him.
&he didnt even apologised.
Wtf? =_=
den i just walked pass him and said " Cb la! " =_=
this kind of bus driver is this? =_=
kns la!
den i was very paiseh la =__=
somemore the driver is a Ahbunehneh i think :/
&i these few days 'not good' with Ahbunehneh-s =_=
hais.
enough of all these shit.

o712-
work+ i dunno~ xD

o812&o912-
forgotten!! :X
ahahahahs

1o12-
went work with sis today.
watched Grease2!
ahahahas.
my all-time-favourite xD

den it started to rain heavily.
den there's this Ahpunehneh family came in.
1dad, 1mum &2daughters.
den Yiling jiejie saw their bags were filled with food.
but they should not eat outside food in the canteen la..

den we saw the mum's hand in the bag,
taking out food &feeding her daughters =_=
den Yiling jiejie told them off but they still continued.
so me&sis were like staring at them for the whole time,
but but, they still didnt stop.
heh, wtf?
dont think we cant see your hands underneath the table kay =_=

den they even told one of the daughters to go and 'look arnd' at the tibits holder there,
so that the mum could feed another daughter.
WTH =_=
my sis saw it la.
den i said very loudly " heh. i thought no outside food allowed?! "
my sis even suggested that we go to the table nxt to them and eat our beehoon.
den i suggested that we put the beehoon underneath the table den eat.
Laughs.
rubbish laaa.
ahahahas.

went Vivo City with sis after that &met up with godpa at the theatre.
watched Fred Claus! (:
it was quite nice.
same same as the Enchanted :D

ahahahas.
den met up with godma after movie.
went to Topman to find Nicholas's chirtmas present.
godparents bought a long sleeved shirt for him.
nice nice :D
but very ex la :X
haas.

den went to find godma's bag.
but in the end,
they bought my christmas present :D
a Zinc bag!
ahahahas.
quite a normal design.
but i still love it :D
thanks man! xD

den went to The Mussels dunno what restaurant for dinner.
ate Oven heated Honey Salmon with Aromatic Rice (:
the food was okay.
what went wrong was the manager's service =_=
ahahas.
lazy to say bah~ :/

took 30 back home.
slept at the bus.
den board down that time,
saw Eunice! :D
ahahahas.
long time no see her le (:

1112-
went to work myself today.
den old hag thing~
blahblahblah.

went to meet up with baby at 4.30pm.
took 143 to People's Park Complex den baby thought i was at Chinatown Point Mac de bus stop =___=
den she need to run abt 4 traffic lights (?) cause it was raining damn heavy ):
den she reach le.
damn wet la.
lol.
poor thing~ ):

den took mrt to Outram Park.
slacked there while thinking of where to go (:
at last decided to go Vivo City (:
so we took mrt to Harboufront.
ahahahas.

den went to see if Golden Compass de show still got space anot.
all is selling fast de =_=
kns.
so went arnd to find our anniversary&christmas presents xD
saw Jeffrey working! (:
ahahahas.
so went up to talk to him for awhile.

went pass Bossini.
saw this nice nice long sleeve shirt on sale :D
so i asked baby to go try it on.
it's a little too big.
but she likes it.
so i bought it and gave her as her anniversary present xD

den went to find nice places to eat.
went to Pastamania in the end (:
ate Ham&Sausage Baked Rice! :D
YUMMYYYYYYY! xD
den baby ate Marinara (:
ahahahahas.
den went home after that~ (:
&den the bus driver thingy... =__=

haas.
kay la.
there's c.o tml!
gotta sleep early (:
nites everyone!
tata~ xDDD

went work with sis today (:
den when i was playing Bomberman,
a whole lot of kindergarten kids were surrounding me =_=
i tell you,
they're smelly.
lol.
im not trying to be mean but,
some really stinks =_=

went to tuition arnd 3.40pm plus.
lol.
den lalala~
lazy to blog le bah.

gtg le~
btw,
i miss baby! <3
ahahahas.
tata~ xDDD

my boy<3

o412-
work+tuition~ :/

o512-
had c.o in the morning.
Yeefei called me in the morning abt 8.20am.
den asked me if i got go c.o anot.
den i said im going off soon.
den she say she also going off soon.
haas~

den reached school bus stop.
saw Atikus! :D
ahahahas.
den chat with her until 9am like that den go c.o.
saw Yeefei alighting the bus den she ask me why i so late.
den i say i thought c.o 9am start.
den she say 8am =____=
wahhhhhhhhhhhhh.
lol~

den reach c.o room outside le,
saw everybody already inside music room practicing le =_=
den me&Yeefei like very dua pai like that just walk into the music room and sat at the back :D
was super sian~
but at least there's another new song to learn :D

den went for a 1hr plus de break xD
ahahahas.
was talking abt nxt yr's c.o camp with Peifen&Yeefei (:
den went back,
had another 20mins of practice,
jiu went home bathe (:
ohya,
saw Sincheong.SISTER just now
ahahahas.
den he laughed at my hair..
wtf =_=

den went to Lakeside &met up with baby! :D
happy happy! xD
den went to Jurongpoint.
quickly went to Golden Village.
ahahas.
we were just in time to buy tickets for Enchanted and could watch it straight away :D

the show was nice~
i like the ending.
very cute xD
ahahahahas.

den went to Bugis to buy sis de stuff.
walked arnd to find my christmas present cause i can tell my sis-es to buy for me xD
den went to Bras Besah Complex to buy my contact lenses (:
walked to National Library after that to find the Da Chang Jin book for my chinese homework.
slacked there for awhile while finding books to borrow.
ahahahas.
my feets were super heavy la =__=
too tired le.
lol.

walked back to Bugis.
bought 2 packets of Tako Pachi & 3 sticks of some chicken thingy with baby for our dinner (:
den went to find wrapping paper for sis after that.
tiredddddddddddd =_=

den went at arnd 8 like that.
ahahahas.
had fun with baby in the mrt
we even played with the Face Warp on ourselves :X
wahahahaha xD


den alighted at Lakeside.
waited for the another side of train with baby.
camwhored abit xD

notice her gu niang leg xD
ahahahas.
she suddenly want me to take her picture with her hair centre-parting de.
lol~
den i kept laughing la.
super funnyyyyyyyy.
ahahahas.
but i cannot post out the pic.
baby dun let (:
haas!


den went back home after her train came.
ahahas.
gtg le bah~
gonna sleep soon :D
ohya.
i had fun with baby today! xD
MUACKSSSSSS!<33
wahahaha.
tata~ xDDD

well.
i guess im back to the starting point again :/
have thinking too much lately~
hais.
mayb it's bcause of the fucking menses =_=
it's making me moody all the time ):
hais hais hais....
iwangooutiwangooutiwangooutiwangoouttttttttt! ):
feel so damn tired..
cause not enough sleep :D

ahahahas.
going to cut hair with sis later.
lol.
tata~ xDDD
it's really hurting me so much. it seems like you're more than just frens? hais. dunno bah. fucking tired. is letting go better? or just hold on? i dunnooooooooooooooooooo! FUCK!

think abt it.
it's stupid for me to be sad abt all these stuffs ya?
haas.
thanks to Kelvin Ng Min Kai kor who pei me chat just now :D
&den he created this,

Sorry is Cheap
Sincererity is rare
Happiness is abundant
Sadness is mass

&&!
When you lose your way
Search for it in your heart
When you lose yourself
Search for it in your soul
When you lose your love
Search for it in yourself
For The greatest love
Is nothing but yourself

&&&!
When Love come calling
Happiness goes rolling
When Love goes flying
Sadness goes rushing
When will Love stay?
No one knows
For love never stays

&&&&!
Is Love Forever?
I wish I know
Is Love Eternal?
Only God Knows
When is Love True?
When it is so fake
When is Love Fake?
When it is so true
Love is nothing
But a Facade

&&&&&!
I learn to depend on myself
When everything fails
I decided long ago
Never to walk in anyone shadows
Because the greatest love of all
Is nothing but in Me

&&&&&&!
If I lose my way
I find it on my own
If I lose myself
I get it back on my own
If I lose my Love
I’ll love myself
No matter what I lose
I’ll get it back myself

&&&&&&&!
All I say is sorry
It loses meaning as time pass
But all I know is sorry
For it meant much to me then anything
Sorry seems to be the hardest word
Façade in my case
But it’s never easy to say sorry
Over and over again.

ai seh man.
literature ppl jiu shi literature ppl :D
the 2nd, 2nd last one &last one is the nicest one :D
haas.
im gonna depend on myself now.
dun wanna depend on others le (:
i wanna be independant+happy woman! :D
muahahahaha.

gtg le bah~
skipping dinner today (:
tata~ xDDD

2911-
Happy Birthday Godpa! :D

3o11-
forgot.

o112-
went steamboat at dunno where to celebrate godpa's bday (:
one person cost abt 30bucks =__=
haas..
dun feel like typing much :/

o212-
ahahahahahas.
im going mad now :D
cause i feel that im no different than a single person :D
now im always the 2nd or 3rd choice of person for you to ask me out.
that's how i think bah..
i really can feel the distance btween us.
i dunno how to say.
it's my fault bah.
i've no time for you.
that's why we cant go out as much as we go out last time :/
mayb i wasnt a cut out to be a good gf.
disappoints, conflicts, crying...
i cant stand it anymore :(

frens.
they always say they 'will be there for you'.
&yes, i found out that all those a lies :D
haas. sad right?
all of them had found newer things to do.
hsinghui shld know what i mean bah (:
ohya. &family.
i really do feel that im not one of them already.
really..
even my big sis dun really care much abt me now..
so,
i had no one to talk to.
saddening ya? :D

i really dunno what to do now.
it's like,
im crying almost everyday? o.O
ahahahas.
stupid.
im really fucking fucking tired..
i feel like breaking down..
i dont like my fucking life :D
ahahahas. cbcbcbcbcbcb :DD

tata~
no, i know i cant.

2711-
work+tuition~ :/

2811-
didnt went to c.o in the morning,
cause dad tell me to go for work :/
but but but!
heard frm Hsinghui that today dun have practice,
cause they rehearsing for the grading exams,
&Hsinghui, Yeefei&Yiling were their judges! :D
wah.
sian~ nvr go :/
lol

was super angry in the morning.
something happened at home la.
dun wish to say =_=
den i angry dao i cried abit on the bus.
kns la~~ =_=

reach hpv le.
still angry,
den cry again =___=
lol.
den sis called me,
den something happened again.
den cry again =___=
haas. useless girl! :X

but sometimes i think, am i really part of the family?
cause it's like, im the most dumb, no brain, useless, no hope one among the 4 sibilings.
mayb this is the reason why im treated this way?
dunno bah.. mayb~
lol.
enough of it already.

den went to cousin hse for dinner.
ahahahas.
kay la.
gtg le.
i have a feeling that im gonna cry again tonight :D
haas.
tata~ xDDD

back~~~ :D

2211-
work~ :/

2311-
Happy 9th Month Anniversary to Nam&Agacia! :D
Happy Birthday MeiMei!<3>Lau Pat Sat or watever for dinner.
i ordered Mee Tai Mak &mela ordered Minced Meat Noodles :D
den mela helped to take the tray.
by the time we went back to our seats that time,
her soup left with half a bowl only =____=
den i keep laughing la xD
ahahahas

den they decided to go see Orchard Road de Christmas lightings, :D
in car =_=
but we're sitting in van.
lol.

sang alot of Christmas songs in the car :DD
ahahahahas.
ohya.
will be having Christmas Chalet&Gifts Exchange again! XD
muahahahaha.

den overnight at godparent's hse! :D

2411-
forgotten~ :X

2511-
finally went out with baby! xD
ahahahas.
went to Habourfront Mrt Station after work to meet her (:

den went to Plaza Sing to watch movie.
but too much ppl =__=
went to Peninsula Shopping Centre to buy skinnies :D
ahahahas.
den went je to watch Bee Movie :D

it was quite nice la~
like Ratatouille like that.
ahahahas.
but something happen la.
dun wish to say~ :/

den went IMM arnd 8plus to find Peilin's present :DD
walked arnd den saw something which i liked alot :D
it's a Hello Kitty Table Lamp :D
wahahaha.
the design very creative&unique xD
when u push the button,
Hello Kitty&Daniel will stick tgt,
den behind them de lamp will light up xD
wahahahas,
cute right?!! :DD

den walked arnd for more things.
finally found Peilin's present!
muahahaha.
super cute de erhem la~ :D
cute until i ownself wan to keep xD
lol~
but not sure whether she will like anot la~ :/

took 188 back godparent's hse after that.
muahahahahaha xD

2611-
Happy Birthday Peilin! :D
ahahahahas.

went for work in the morning.
den lalala~

afternoon that time,
woke up frm nap :D
den dad gave me money to play game :DD
ahahahahas.
den i went to play Bomberman xD

den there's this kid&his father sitting at the other end.
den the kid keep pestering his father to give him money.
super naughty la =_=
den when they were abt to go,
the kid want to play the catch-toys-machine,
&asked his dad to give him money to play or else he will sit on the floor and wont go =___=
like wtf right? =__=
den the father had no choice,
den they went back to the same place to sit again.
but, the kid wont stop asking for money
&he kept banging the game machine =___=
den i flared up la.
i go shout at him " hui huai de hor!(will spoil one hor!) " at him.
&he stopped (:
den my dad went to warn the father to look after his kid :D

ahahahahas.
den going home that time,
my dad told me that the kid like wan cry wan cry like that.
ahahaha!
serves him right! :DD

ahahahas.
gtg le bah~
i wan change blogskin =__=
ahahahas
tata~ xDDD
i tried...

had c.o in the morning.
Hsinghui&Yeefei didnt came :/
so, didnt had much fun during c.o ):

den Peifen pei-ed me for abt 3/4 of the time during c.o?
ahahahas.
thanks :D

den waited for Peifen&Weiting they all to finish up with the stock checking.
chatted with Amanda for abt 1hr plus while waiting :D
den i found out that we had the some same interests&hates xD
&she told me abt her frenship all that.
haas.
had a fun talk with her xD
wahahahaha
den Zuhaily&Hweeling joined the conversation,
which made the talk more fun xD

den went hpv for work after that.
no business today :/
sian~
tata~ xDDD

&now,
it's all my fault.
i tried to make every day happy/perfect for you,
conflicts or crying here&there still occurs.
i tried so hard to stop all these.
but i couldn't.
how fucking hard can this be?
hais.
i cant do anything right...
mayb im really a failure..

fuck. i hate this feeling
Happy Birthday Lowell! :D
ahahahas.
old liao old liao xD

1311-
forgotten~ :X
ahahahas

1411-
Happy 14th Month Anniversary to LSY&ALJY! xD
ahahahas.
had c.o in the morning.
den went to eat yupian with baby, Yeefei&Hsinghui (:

went off at arnd 1plus.
went to JE,
den me&baby decided to go Kbox :D
wahahahaha.

den was Kbox-ing till 7pm.
reached home at arnd 8plus.
whoa~
tiring~ :/

1511-
work+tuition~

1611-
met baby at outram in the morning.
she pei me go do IC :D
wahahaha
im a big girl now xD

den went to hpv tgt.
she pei-ed me till 3+.
played Bomberman & fed fish tgt xD
ahahahas.
but i think i made her bored :/

den went to tuition after that.
sian~~~~ :(
but i stayed over at godparent's hse tgt.
yeah :D

1711-
woke up early &went to work :/
.......
den went to cousin's hse after that.
watched Trees In Heaven episode 1&2 :D
wahahahaha.
nice nice! xD

1811-
woke up early for work today again :/
den went to meet up with baby after work.
went up to ammelia's hse,
&den went to Central :D

ahahahahas.
den den den...
dun feel like blogging le bah.
sibei sian~ :/

wahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!
damn bored now.
somebody, ask me out can? :(
i mean,
somebody who really can understands&listens to what i say.
haas.
but that will nvr happen ah? :D
ahahahas.

gtg sleep now.
tata~ xDDD
no one ever knows..

o911-
had intensive in the morning.
den went to check out the Sec2 streaming results.
baby got into 3t1! :DD
muahahaha.
at least there's sheena to pei her :DD
ahahahahas.

den went to Coffee-U to makan with baby, Weesong, Hsinghui, Manyong&Dickson :D
ahahahahas.
den went to Xuanns de hse de nearby bball court to pei baby for her bball training (:
Chihpeng, Weesong, Manyong, Hongwei, Rachel&Agacia came too :DD
den aliffah came training too.
she was crying ):
awwww.
cheer up ya? (:

den me&baby went off at 6pm.
went to Bukit Gombak to collect my halter :D
ahahahahahas.

1o11-
had work in the morning,
&tuition in the evening.
den went to stay over at godparent's hse :D
imissbaby~ ):

1111-
wah.
1111 =___=
lol.
lame xD

went to Chinatown with godparents &godpa's bro&wife :D
godma bought me perfume xDDD
wahahahaha.
thanks! :D

1211-
work+tuition lo :/
hen sian leh!!! :/
ahahahahas.
okay la.
tata~ xDDD
i know we cant be like the past anymore

woots~~
im back frm work xDD

o211-
Happy Birthday to Myself! xDD
&of coz,
Happy Birthday to JieYong! :D
he also had a bday chalet too.
so qiao =_=
ahahahas.

recieved midnight bday msges frm :
Xuanns!:D, Baby<3,>my2sisters(although they were at home too =__=), Waiyu!:D, BEARBEARxD, Gan Daddy!:D, &of coz, my bro! he's still in the army at that time :D
thanks all :DD

had intensive in the morning.
stupid weesong&sincheong claimed that they sent me midnight msges WHEN i just recieved their msges in class =__=
lol.

den rushed home to get prepared &off i go to Chinatown to meet baby :D
reached there at the right time.
went up to dunno what place to find her mum.
&i didnt dare to go in =__=
ahahahahahas.

den went to ShengSiong to buy drinks.
went back after that.
waited for her mum to finish her game.
&&&&off we go to East Coast :D

wahhhh.
i lazy to write so much =__=
ahahahas.
den lalala~
reach le,
den checked in for the chalet.
blah blah blah~

went to collect to BBQ pit,
&den slacked awhile at the chalet while waiting for ppl to come (:
den Hsinghui, Xuanns, Sieyea&Pengsiang came first :DD
wahahahaha.
played for awhile.
den went to the carpark to collect the food,
while baby&Pengsiang went to start fire.

came back.
&after awhile,
Sincheong&Weesong came (:
&den,
Kelvin&Geraldine came too (:
&&den,
Shuwen, Ammelia, Chuthing&Shihan came :D
muahahaha.

den Ammelia passed to me the present they bought for me.
den they kept asking me to open,
which made me jing zhang =__=
lol.
stupid la me xD
den open le,
it's a mickey mouse t-shirt &a something like jumper :D
ahahahahas.
i like i like!
thanks guys! xDD
ohya, &jiahui too :DD
ahahahas.

den they told me to change into the t-shirt&jumper.
lol.
change le, den came out.
den they all shout " HEN CUTE! "
lol =____=
den i super paiseh laaa :X
ahahahahas.

changed back to my clothes,
went out to help :D
den Rachel, Manyong, Guangyou, Jeffrey came :D
ahahahas.
den Rachel passed to me the present which Peilin, Rachel&Marilou bought for me (:
it's a long necklace &got lots of 'iloveyou' the words on the piece of dunno what thingy.
ahahahas.
i like too! :DDD
thanks again! xDD

went outside to BBQ.
den one of Kelvin's leg accidentally fell into the drain,
den he took off his shoes,
den one of his leg got cut by glass =__=
poor thing~ :/
den Shuwen they all started to help out at the BBQ.
Ammelia&Chuthing emo-ed bcause of some reasons :/
which also affected me.
siann..... =__=

den went to the back with baby.
hugged her&cried out cause i couldn't stand it anymore :/
lol.
im always crying during my bday xD
ahahahas.
Hsinghui, Shihan, Ammelia&Chuthing came to the back to find me.
den baby told me to stop crying.
den Hsinghui&baby went back first.
Chuthing came up to me&apologised to me &said some personal stuffs,
&den cried.
hais.
of cause i cried again =__=
lol.
den Chuthing cried so badly,
hais. sian diao sia~~ :'((
den shihan kept telling us not to cry,
but in the end,
she cried too =_____=
LOL!

den they went for a walk first,
&i went back to the BBQ.
hope she's alright bah :/
den blah blah blah~
they came back.
Chuthing suddenly moodswing.
lol.
den started to tell Guangyou to give her a ride.
den they rode the bicycle &went off (:

den went to eat&stuffs.
time for cake~ xD
everyone sang Happy Birthday song for me.
i was so paiseh la =__=
ahahas.
den they told me to stand far away frm a distance to blow the candles =_=
lol.
den Guangyou demostrated for me &blew out 2 candles =_=
which made me 13yrs old again =_=
wthhh.
lol.

den Rachel, Shihan, Chuthing, Ammelia&Shuwen went back first.
didnt know if they had fun anot :/
den me, baby, Weesong&Sincheong rode bicycle to the Bowling Centre.
den we intended to play midnight bowling :D
so baby wrote her name on the waiting list.
den we went back to wait for their call.

went back le.
some bathed finish.
den the bowling de person called.
&she said if 7ppl doesnt turn up in the nxt 10 mins,
they will let other ppl play.
like wtf la.
so last min how we chiong? =_=
den Sincheong fetched me, Weesong fetched baby,
den we chionged to the Bowling Centre.
den Sincheong&Weesong went back to fetch other ppl first.
the person super attitude la.
give us a kp face &keep saying must have at least 7 person =__=

den came Pengsiang&Hsinghui.
den Pengsiang went back.
den Sincheong came with... erm. Geraldine, Xuanns or Sieyea?
lol.
forgot le la.
i only know the last bike got Weesong, Jeffrey &i dunno who.
ahahahas.
super funny la.

den we went into the Bowling Centre,
kp back with the person.
den they let us have the lanes :D
ahahahas.
den played until 1or2plus.
scored quite badly =__=
HAIS.
lol.

den Jeffrey came with the bicycle with a tortise underneath the put-waterbottle-de handle.
LOL.
super cute la!
the tortise hide inside the shell,
dun dare to come out.
ahahahahas.
den Sieyea went to put the tortise into the sea.
den me, baby, Sieyea, Sincheong&Weesong walked back first while others rode the bicycles.
den i forgot who came back,
&fetch Sieyea back first.
den we slowly walked back to the chalet.

bathed and went to open my present which baby gave to me.
ahahahahas.
was very happy &gave baby a peck on her cheek xD
wahahahahaha.
den Guangyou started the " Wo men bei dui bei, xin lian xin." ghost thingy.
den we started to freaked out.
lol.
like wth la.
ahahahas.

den me&baby changed places to sleep cause we cannot sleep infront of the mirror =_=
chatted for awhile den i fell asleep first :X
ahahahahahas.

o311-
woke up early by Weesong.
den he asked if we wanna watch sun rise anot.
asked baby den she dun wan =_=
den didnt go &went back to sleep.

second day was quite boring.
ohya.
Kelvin went back first in the morning.
didnt get a chance to say Bye Bye :/
lol.
Geraldine's parents bought her dog.
i forgot her name
i only know that she's SUPER CUTE! XDDDD
wahahahahahah! :DD
den she went off with her parents first :/

went to the beach.
played with the sea water and sand :DD
wahahahaha.
den we climbed up the rocks &enjoyed the wind for awhile :D
Hsinghui had to go off le :/

den blah blah blah~
me, baby&Weesong sent Jeffrey off to the bus stop also.
den went back to fetch Sincheong,
&off we go to 7-11 to buy drinks :D
ahahahahas.

buy finish le, rode back.
&den rode to Bedok Interchange for fun :DDD
it's a super long journey la =__=
had abit of gastric pain cause i didnt ate anything :/
ahahahas.
den our bike collapsed to Weesong's bike at a bus stop.
den Sincheong fell down, &a stranger held me.
luckily i didnt fell.
ahahahahas.
super funny la Sincheong :DD

den reach Bedok Interchange le.
went to buy drinks again &find bread shops cause im hungry :/
in the end,
no time,
den we only bought drinks.
ahahahas.
den rushed back to East Coast to find Nam&Agacia (:
we sort of lost our way back.
den me&Sincheong's bike were in the middle of the road =__=
somemore got one car sort of approaching to our direction.
super scary la =__=
den me&Sincheong quickly rode &carried our bike up to a safe area.

reach East Coast le.
Weesong called Nam to ask where she is.
but Sincheong already rode our bike to dunno where to find them =__=
den Sincheong paddled while i was looking arnd cause my butt hurts :/
couldn't find Nam.
den we rode back.
on the way, we saw them talking =__=
lol.

den we faster rode back first cause Xuanns they all hungry le.
reach chalet le.
Sincheong bathed first.
den my turn.
den baby was just in time to come back,
so we bathed tgt :D

came out frm toilet.
Xuanns they all already went to eat le =__=
lol.
den i was lazy to go.
so me, baby, Sincheong, Weesong, Nam&Agacia slacked at the Chalet while waiting for them to help us 'da pao' dinner :D
blah blah blah~
ate dinner outside cause there's no table :/

finish le,
went to 7-11 to buy Jolly Shandy for them (:
came back.
saw them sleeping &Nam&Agacia was playing Manyong's PSP =__=
was quite angry at something la :/
shall not elaborate here.

went to the beach to have a walk.
sat the rocks &enjoyed the wind&music :D
went back again &took out 4 Jolly Shandy &a peck of cards.
den went to find seats at the beach.
drank, played &sang songs tgt.
&den we ownself created a grp called.
erm...
Kaninabuchaocheebye.
whoops :X
ahahahahas.
super funny la.
im Kani, baby is Nabu, Sincheong is Chao, Weesong is CHEEBYE!.
ahahahahas,
stupid laaa! xD

den Sincheong emo-ed while he sang 'Move Along'.
he sing until very funny la.
den Weesong kinda danced while he's singing.
&i said " Wah. Cheebye is shaking. "
den they kept laughing.
haas.
fun fun xD

den went to a shelter to slack.
saw Nam&Agacia riding bicycle, passing by us :D
i guessed they were angry by the thing too bah :/
ahahahas.

den walked back.
didnt have the mood to sleep.
so we went outside to slack.
saw Nam&Agacia coming back.
den we decided to cook the leftovers we had during last night's BBQ :D

den we borrowed the BBQ pit, charcoal&firestarter frm the Chalets bside us :D
ahahahahas.
wonderful ppl :D
den started to BBQ hotdogs&crabstick first (:
but it turn out to be so not nice =__=
ahahahahas.

den there's a chalet which as bside bside us, having party.
they offered us with ChickenWings, Tiger Prawns &even Tiger Beer O.O
ahahahahas.
den we also cooked Mushroom Soup using Aluminium Tray xD
that was baby's idea xDD
wahahahas.
but Weesong couldn't get to eat all these cause he went to sleep =_=

BBQ finish le.
cleared the food after eating.
lots of BBQ food were thrown away cause we weren't that hungry :X
ahahahahas.
den me&baby went to sleep first while Nam&Agacia went for a walk.

o411-
woke baby up &asked her if she wants to see sunrise.
but, no again :/
hais.
den went back to sleep again lo.

woke up,
saw sieyea they all queuing up to bathe cause they just came back frm the beach.
waited for all of them to bathe finish,
den me&baby went to bathe.
den Sieyea, Manyong, Pengsiang, Xuanns, Guangyou went to PCbunk first :/
so, we had to clear up the mess.

went to check out at 12plus.
walked to Mac to have our breakfast cum lunch (:
den me&baby took taxi to Chinatown, the rest of them took bus home.
took 143 at Chinatown to hpv.
super tired la~ :/

o511-
Happy Birthday Jessica! :DD
ahahahas.

o611-
went to shop for skinnies with baby after intensive :D
didnt found any den we headed to Heeren :D
saw 2nd sis &mela cousin when we came out frm a shop.
den mela wished me Belated Happy Birthday
&gave me a peck on my cheek xD
ahahahas.

den went to 77th street with baby :D
made baby try 2 shirts.
den got one shirt she try le,
super cute la! xDD
ahahahas.
den i went to try another shirt too.
nice nice :D
but i didnt have enough money.
but den, i rmbed sis still owe me a present.
so i told her to help me pay half xD

went to Village to take her 77th Street card.
den they fed me with Fried Sotongs&Baked Potatoes xD
ahahahas.
super yummy la! xD

den went back to 77th Street.
paid for our things le.
den got some problems with the card :/
den blah blah blah~

sent baby to the bus stop.
waited for her bus to come,
den i went to Village to find sis & mela :D
den they gave me eat chocolate chip vanilla ice cream&brownie :D
wahahaha.

den we went to Wisma after that.
me&sis each bought one shirt frm Cotton On :D
woots woots~
im a happy kid xD
ahahahahas.

den mela led us to the another exit at the mrt.
first, we went down to the escalator,
den we walked towards the right,
den came up to the escalator,
&we're back to the same entrance again =____=
some other exit huh~ xD
den me&sis took bus home lo :/

o711-
Happy Birthday Hsinghui! :DDD
had intensive in the morning.
reached school abt 7.20am.
went to the canteen &i only saw Mr Kang eating O.O
whoa.
wierd ~.^
lol.

den saw Boonsiang&Wilson,
followed them back to classroom.
fell asleep right after i sat down.
den i sleep until 8.30am &saw Mr Png teaching.
&he had already started lesson for 30mins le.
wahlao =_=
nobody wake me up la.
lol.
den Lowell said " Zao An(good morning) " &made his eyes super 'big' like that o.o &smiled.
ahahahas.
super funny la xD

den slacked at ITR Room with Seowteng, Pengsiang &Lowell (:
went back after 30mins den Ms Gan only scold Lowell xD
ahahahahas.
den went back to ITR Room again for 10mins during Maths :D

bused home with Weesong after school cause he wanna tell me his 'xin shi' :D
haas.
cheer up man! :D
dun sad sad le la~ :/

bathed&used com awhile den went Bukit Gombak to meet up with some blog shop ppl.
as usual, she didnt came =__=
so we arranged to meet up on Friday again :/
den i went westmall to meet up with Baby.
went to find Hsinghui's present.
ahahahahas.

den bused to Hsinghui's hse after that.
reached le.
called her to come down.
den she come down le,
she like very happy like that.
kept laughing.
lol.

den went up to her hse.
wahhhh,
got steamboat xD
ahahahahas.
but there's ppl eating first :/
so we use the laptop first &eat fries :D

den we went down to fetch Pengsiang,
&den Chihpeng :D
den is our turn to eat steamboat le,
Pengsiang went down to fetch Manyong&Guangyou (:
ahahahahas.

ate&played with Nerissa xDD
ahahahas.
cute girl! :DD
took a long time to get her to play with her :/
wahahaha.

den cut the cake le.
Hsinghui was super paiseh.
lol.
Hsinghui ah~ know my feeling le hor?
ahahahahas xD

den Hsinghui's dad fetch me home, &den fetch baby to Lakeside.
wahahaha.
thanks! xD

o811-
went work today.
played with Owen too :DD
wahahaha.

nth to blog le bah.
&i took abt 3hrs plus to blog this post? o.O
ahahahahas.
tata~ xDDD

261o-
forgotten~ xDDD

271o-
went for work today.
muahahaha.
den went to stay over at godparent's hse at night :D

281o-
recieved an ang bao frm godparents :DD
muahahaha.
den went to Central with baby in the afternoon ((:

walked arnd cause i didnt went there bfore :X
ohya.
we finally had pepper lunch tgt :D
woots woots~ xD

den went arnd again.
me&baby bought a mickey t-shirt for ourselves :D
muahahaha.
den went to bugis for more shopping (:



reached le straight away head to Bugis Street (:
bought 2 black cardigans.
one for me, one for sis (:
muahahas.
den walked arnd for more clothes.
but went off arnd 8plus cause i felt like today was not my day for shopping :/

291o-
went to xuanns's hse after intensive xD
watched Possessed or watever show it is.
it's like super boring la.
cause it has abt 4-5 short films in it? o.O
each show was abt 30mins &WHOOSH!
....
the ghost 'die' =___=

lol.
super lame laaaa.
den watch House Of Wax.
ahahahas.
super funny la.
i watch how many times, scream how many times xD
cause super erxin lo :/
lol.
sieyea&xuanns screamed too xD

den baby came over to xuanns hse to find me.
her eye's swollen ):
awwwwwwwwwww.
cause of the kayaking course =_=
ahahahas.
den had to go home early cause dad scold.
sorry sieyea~!
for not accompany-ing you for dinner :/

3o1o-
went to Sincheong's hse after school with baby (:
watched Bridge To The Terabithia (:
was quite okay la :/

ahahahas.
den there's Mirmo Zibang on Kid's Central! xDD
muahahaha.
went home after watching it (:

311o-
went to IMM with sieyea, xuanns, manyong, pengsiang, guangyou&alvin (:
ate lunch at kopitiam.
den baby came (:
alvin went off first to play bball i think :/
den off we go to Giant :D

bought food&stuffs &we saw a drug addict =__=
he like very scary la.
cannot walk straight one.
den like molester :X
ahahahas.
den faster went to other places to buy things.

buy&pay finish le.
they went off first while me&baby went to look arnd.. for clothes~~ xDD
muahahaha.
but i no money la =__=

ahahahas.
den went home arnd 5+,
super early la :/

o111-
had intensive revision in the morning :/
siannnnn~~~

den waited for sieyea&xuanns after school.
ended up,
i went home myself cause they wanted to go leon's hse =_=
siannnnnn~~~~

celebrated bday in advance at home :D
mum bought me spaghetti&mushroom soup xD
the mushroom soup is super yummy la!
i like i like! xDD
den went to help out to make potato salad (:


had orea&cheese cake at 9.30pm :D
muahahaha.
it was damn nice la! xD
cause there's biscuit at the bottom of the cake xD

wahahaha.
got to prepare for tml's chalet le bah! (:
muahahaha.
tata~ xDDD


I<3u!

221o-
Promotion Day!
no school :D

231o-
went to school today.
then mr kamarul announce the results to us.
..........
2 retain, 6 dropped to NA.
sian nia~~~~~~
hais. sad lo :/
i shld thank god that im not one of them bah :/
haissssssss.

went to Sincheong's hse with baby after school.
watched The Messengers :D
lol.
it was not that scary bah :/

241o-
stayed at 3c for almost the whole day :D
chatted&played with Sieyea, Yingying&Xuanns<3 :D
ahahaha.

den went to Xuanns hse after that, with baby too :D
bought maggi mee&drinks up to her hse.
watched Resident Evil2 after lunch :D
it was damn nice la, although i watched bfore some parts xD
ahahahas.

den watched Norbit after that.
baby went to slept on my lap cause she's too tired :/
den after half an hr like that,
my butt very pain =__=
lol.
den i raised baby's head up and put a pillow underneath her head.
&she didnt even woke up =__=
ahahahas.
den i watched her while she sleep.
so cute laaaaaaaaaaa! xDD
den i cannot tahan le,
and went to kissed her cheeks xDDD
muahahahahaha.
so cute~~~~~~ xDD

went back home arnd 6plus.
had a hard time waking baby up :/
lol.

251o-
played alot at own classroom today :D
lol.
played heart attack with Sieyea, Yingying, Sincheong, Manyong, Rachel, Annabel, Amabel, Cindy, Pengsiang :D
so fun laa.
den Waikun joined us too :D

den played Police&Murderer (:
Boonsiang joined in.
&den played Police&Murderer using hands de.
very very fun :D
den i keep kena the Murderer card,
&kept killing lots of victims :DDD
ahahahas.

went for recess &came back classroom for more fun :D
played the "zui ba shou zhi bu yi yang" game &concentration :D
ahahahas.
den waikun super gong la.
cause there's only 6 ppl playing for the concentration,
&he kept saying 2277, 2288, 2299 =______=
LOL.
alot of times lo! =_=

ahahahas.
den went for C.O after school.
super sian laaa~ :/
lol.
den something super funny happen la.
cause Yeefei wanna see erhem xD
den we went downstairs canteen &she saw erhem.
den she go pass erhem le jiu say her heartbeat beat very fast.
&her expression&actions very funny la!
ahahahas.

den went home alone after C.O.
cause baby went out with alison ):
lol.
okay la.
tata~ xDDD
srop crying, cause it doesnt bring back the good old 2a'o6 memories

woohoo~
im back :D
muahahaha.

191o-
went to meet up with Kelvin Kor&Geraldine Jie at Vivo :D
ahahas.
pei-ed Kelvin go NUM find his shoe.
lol.
den found one bag i like de.
omg. like finally la =_=
coz it's suitable for my size lor.
but it's over a hundred buck.
so, too bad lor.
suan le bah~ :/

den went to walk arnd.
slacked at LJS.
shared Chocolate Cream Pie with Geraldine :D
it's Kelvin's treat.
muahaha.
thanks Kelvin! :D

den Geraldine had to go off at arnd 5.30 :/
lol.
den Kelvin started to tell me abt Nursing de things (:
ahahahas.
den he kept telling me this&that while i play with his PSP slim xD
wahahaha.

den went off at abt 7pm.
daddy came to fetch me :D
den went to fetch mum too.
&off we go to Minoru :D
wahahaha.

ordered a Unagi rice for dinner.
muahahaha.
but it isnt as nice at last time le lo :/

2o1o-
yeah!!
baby came back frm camp xDD
woots~~! :DD
muahahas.

went for work today.
watched 2 episodes of Ai Yori Aoshi, Aliens & half of The Wig :D
ahahahas.
cause we werent that busy today :/

den went to eat at Megumi Japanese Restaurant for dinner with godparents i think :D
their food were very nice! :D
woots woots~~!! xD
first is the Cold Chawamushi (dunno how to spell xD),
ahahas. it's quite okay cause i didnt like it that much.
den came the i-dunno-what fried rice.
it smells real nice! xD
den the Unagi Tempura!
woots woots woots woots woots~~~!
this one is the best of all! xDD
very crispy &it's like something new for us :D
den came Curry Beef Rice.
it's rice is very sticky &nice! :DD
den came Tempura Udon.
the udon very nice to chew laa xDD
wahahahaha.
den the last dish was Mayonise Prawn (dunno how to spell also xD),
ahahahas.
it was okay okay la :D
muahahahahaha.

den we intend to watch midnight horror movie.
but almost all were NC16 or M18.
sucks man =______=
so we stayed at home &watch The Maid :D

211o-
went to eat dimsum for breakfast :DD
wahahaha.
gonna be fat soon~ xD
ahahahas.
den came back,
was really damn full la =_=

muahahaha.
gonna go East Coast tml i think.
ahahas xD
ohya.
shihan, if you're reading this,
i wan to say that you arent breaking us up (:
&you're still my best friend even though we're drifting apart.
so, dont think too much ya? :D
rmb, i love you! :X
ahahahahas
tata~ xDD

ahahas.
didnt went school today :X
haas. now working a hpv (:
ohya.
Happy Birthday Alison! :D
ahahahas.
wu shi ke ya xD

171o-
Happy 5th Month Anniversary to HuiLin&JieYong! :D
ahahahas.

had X-country at Japanese Garden today.
met up with baby at my hse downstairs (:
took 154 to i dunno where de Mac.
den pei baby eat breakfast there (:
ahahahas.
den walked to Japanese Garden after breakfast.

reached there.
only saw Jeffrey, Manyong, Sincheong, Weesong, Lowell, Yunsheng they all =__=
Xuanns, Sieyea, Hsinghui&Seowteng didnt came.
wth =______=
den ended up playing games with Sincheong they all :D
ahahahas.
den we planned to walk for the X-country.
so, i had to wait for them cause B-division girls had to run first.

den i join with Shihan&Ammelia for the walk
coz there's only Grace, Xiaotong, Hafizah&Rachel came frm my class =__=
we talked alot when walking :D
ahahahas.
was super hot&tired la =_=

waited for Weesong they all to come join me.
but they walk really very slow la =_=
den i went to the finished point first :/
finally saw baby! xD
ahahahas.
she came in 30+ ):
but nvm bah.
at least still top 50 :DD

den went to baby's hse after X-country (:
she went to bathe first while i slack at the living room.
ahahahahahahas xD
den headed to Bugis after that.

reached Bugis.
saw some jvsians :/
den went to Yoshinoya for lunch (:
wahahaha.
den went to look arnd for some clothes.
but the clothes there was abit too erm.. dunno how to say.
haas.
so we headed to Bugis Street.
saw some jvsians there too =_=
siannnneddd =_=

den walked arnd &asked for the price of Black Skinnies for my sis.
walked for quite long &we finally found some nice looking clothes which we both wanted :D
Spongebob! xDD
ahahahas.
den we both bought one T-shirt.
&left with like 10 or 20bucks.

didnt find any nice nice de bag :/
lol. nxt time~~
den went back at arnd 7pm like that.

den something happened which made me so paiseh la =_=
lol.
coz the train is arriving at 2mins.
den baby rushed me &she ran to tap her card first.
den i also gan chiong,
den i tapped bhind her &wanted to run too.
den I shouted "AH! " coz the thing close infront of me &i shock dao =__=
lol.
so paiseh laaaaaaaaaa.
we let the train go off first coz the train was packed.
den i was angry with her =_=
&she kept apologising &laughing at me =__=
lol.

finally the nxt train came.
we went in &found 2seats for us not long after we board the train (:
den we kept laughing la.
coz there was a man standing in front of us,
with his butt facing us &sleeping =__=
ahahahas.

den alighted at Lakeside.
went down to tap our card.
den baby tapped her card, i was standing infront of her.
den i faster ran out &baby was trapped inside :X
ahahahas.
den i gave her my card &she tapped &came out :D

took 98 home,
sent baby home first &walked home myself ):
ahahahas.
really had fun today.
thanks again baby! xD

18o6-
went to school today.
was super sian la.
coz baby went for camp this morning.
HAIS HAIS HAIS.
i miss her ):
hope she had fun there bah (:

had C.O after school.
Me, Hsinghui&Yeefei played Truth or Dare with the drum sticks xD
ahahahas.
coz too bored le :/
den bused home with Yeefei after C.O (:

19o6-
all posted up there le bah (:
ahahahas.
super bored la.
gonna watch DVDs now :D
ohya.
i miss baby~~~~!!! )':
):
ahahahas.
okay la.
tata~ xDDD

just eat finish dinner (:
ahahahas.

went to school today.
had lots of free periods due to the O lvl practical thingy :D
den waited for baby till 4.30pm outside the bookshop.
was super bored la =_=

den went with her to gombak for a haircut.
baby looks cute after the haircut xD
muahahahaha.

den went back to jurong.
&she sent me to bus stop there (:
ahahahas.
had fun with her today xD
thanks baby! <3

gtg le bah.
there's Xcountry tml :/
muahahaha.
tata~ xDDD

fuckfuckfuckfuckfuckkkkkkkkk!!!!!!
LeeSzeYa~~~~~!!!!!
stop crying le can?
all you know is to cry =_=
hais.
cbcbcbcbcbcbcbcbcbbbb!!!!!!!!!
im such a failure.
what's happening to me??????????

Happy 4th Month Anniversary to Angelin&YeeLing! :DD
wahahaha.
both of you stay sweet sweet ah xD
ahahahas

haisss.
still working now :/
but i managed to watch finish NANA & Wishing Stairs during work :D

super sian now.
only left with me at the canteen.
no other ppl :/
siannnn.

gtg le bah.
tata~~~ xDDD
im not happy.. i wanna cry laaaaaa :'(

went to meet up with ammelia at her hse just now :D
walked to CSC halfway
&her shoes spoil =__=
went back for a change den walked back again =__=
lol.

den met up with baby
&went up to the bowling there to see got space anot.
need to wait for 45mins =___=
kanasai.

went to westmall first coz baby wanna eat.
den to zinc shop coz ammelia wanna take back her bag.
den the zinc shop de person very kp la =_=
keep on giving attitude.
in the first place is they wrote the wrong code of her bag,
&lost it.
den now say what wan to give 30% discount if she wan to buy a new one =_=
fk de lor.

den went back to CSC.
there's space now :D
ahahahas.
den played for 1 round coz ammelia's tired :/
&i only scored a 77 or 79 i think =___=
lousy shit.

den actually wan to go S11 bhind de tall tall kopitiam to eat de,
but ammelia wanna go home sleep.
den me&baby went back first.
den something happened la..
so malu...
lol.
dun wanna say :D

stopped at clementi interchange.
went to find my fav. chicken rice stall :D
but, close le =__=
fk.
den went to look arnd at other places.
&finally decided to eat carrot cake :D
ahahahas.
den me&baby shared a plate
coz we wasnt hungry :/

took 154 back home.
&reached home arnd 9plus (:

gtg sleep le.
tired~ :/
tata~ xDDD
im such a failure in relationships...

Happy 13th Month Anniversary to me&baby! :DD
muahahahaha xD
&&&!
Happy 9th Month Anniversary to Marilou&JunQi :D
Happy 10th Month Anniversary to PeiLin&ChinHow :D
ahahahahahas :DD

131o-
HAPPY BIRTHDAY SHUWEN TAN BEARBEAR! XD
you're OLD now! :D
lol. old bagua~~~ xD

exams are finally over :D
woots woots!
which means holidays are coming xDD
butbutbut, must get report card back first =____=
SIAN DIAO~~~

ahahahas.
gtg le bah~
my life is boring bah? (:
tata~ xDDD

i dont wanna count down to my birthday anymore.
wo she me dou bu yao le, can?
hais.
it's all my fucking fault

i hate EOY exams laaaa~~~~
=______=
hais hais hais.
already fail 1 subject le lo =_=
die die die~~!!!!
=__________=
okay.
back to mugging again.
tata~~~ xDDD
im not worth it.
mayb i aint a good gf in the start bah..

the emptiness i felt in my heart.
makes me wanna cry so much...

sianeddddddddd =_=
had physics paper today.
it was much easier than i though it would be :D
muahahaha.
but i dont think i will pass bah :/

went to sincheong's hse with sincheong&weesong (:
den went jp after that.
weesong went home first.
=__=

den waited for baby at toys'R'us first (:
sincheong went off to find his sis.
den me&baby went to mac to eat.
.........
slacked till 5 or 6plus.
was discussing abt the chalet thingy.
suddenly den feel like going le.
coz it's like everything (or everyone) is changing :/
hais.
damn bloody moody now.

will stop here le bah.
no mood le..
stfu.

ppl's attitude really do change.
&i thought you were my best friend.
but now, giving attitudes to ppl is like normal for you.
mayb you didnt know that.
but i've already told you.
&now, crying and stuffs doesnt work for you now?
you dont even at least change for the better.
i think we might even become enemies one day.
you might not even see this post,
cause you're like 24/7 mapling?
.....
it's getting worse now.

im tired :/
sooo fed up la.
EOY EOY EOY examsssssssss.... =___=
wahahahahahahahaha
mad liao~~~~~ xDDD

29o9-
went to meet up with sincheong&manyong at jp after tuition.
ate lunch at lgs den went library to study.
was playing until 4 or 5 plus den started to do some serious revision.
ahahahas xD
den chihpeng &other peeps came to join us (:
baby came toooo :DD
ahahahahas.

went to eat mac at arnd 6plus.
den went to arcade to play play :D
wahahaha.
but baby had to go off.
so, we went off first.

saw elder sis at the jp entrance :D
ahahahas.
coz she's meeting her bf to eat sakae :/
ohya. saw waikun there too :D
ahahahas.
den sent baby to mrt interchange.
went to bus stop, think awhile,
den decided to join sis for dinner again xDDD
muahahahaha.

o11o-
had chinese paper1&2 today.
paper 2 was quite difficult la =_=
dun understand what the passages is abt :/

went to eat yupian with hsinghui but market was closed for the day :/
suay nia~~
lol.
den went to nearby coffeeshop for lunch lo.
baby came to join us (:
hehehehehe.

ohya.
i almost died =__=
coz a ahma hit a ladder bhind me,
den the ladder dropped,
den almost hit on my head.
but it hit the chair.
LOL.
den i shock tio la =___=
but but but,
the ahma didnt even apologised =_______=
what fuck sia.
rude old lady.

den me&baby went to sincheong's hse after that.
we disturbed sincheong until he play with us.
wahahahahahaha xDDD
den took pics...

Sincheong's Literature..
=___________=

some ppl's way of smiling :/


audition :DD

wahahahas.
den went Boon Lay Market for dinner.
ate prawn mee :D
ahahahas.
den went home with baby lo :/

haas.
that's all bah.
tata~ xDDD

hi all :DD
ahahahas.
haven been updating for long :D

EOY exams starts today.
oh well :/
SIAN.

24o9-
Happy Birthday Daddy! xD
muahahahaha.

25o9-
bro came back frm army today :D
coz he had mc.
miss him lots :/
went to IMM to have pepper lunch for dinner :D
the food were great xDD

taylor came to our house to see fireworks today.
he's so cute can xDDD

so gong xDDDDDD !
ahahahas.

26o9-
wahahaha.
went to baby's hse for some studying x)

27o9-
today went again :X
but i think i wont be going there after today.
coz her grandma's kinda fucked up :/
HAIS.

den went home that time,
me&baby were slacking at a void deck coz she's eating chips.
den my worksheets were flying all over the floor,
coz the wind was big =__=
den baby told me to faster pick up.
&i was kinda dulan and said " deng yi xia la! (wait la!) "
den,
the wind blew my papers away, out of the void deck =________=
lololol.
den baby quickly stood up &ran to pick up my papers,
&her chips and papers dropped on the floor =__=
LOL.
the scene was damn funny la.
&i stood there laughing while baby was picking up my papers.
den when she came back,
she started scolded me =_=
ahahahas!
sorry baby! but, it was really funny xDD

28o9-
had english paper 1 & SS paper today.
totally flunked in SS coz i only studied Northern Ireland and a lil bit of Citizen Armed force,
when the 25m questions were abt Citizen Armed Force, Bonding S'pore and another dunno what shit =___=

stayed in school till 3plus to finish up mr goh's compo&letter writing :/
ahahahas.
den baby sent me to tuition (:
sweeeeet! xDD
wahahaha.

gtg le bah.
i wan play o2jam bfore i sleep :X
muahaha!
btw, i miss the person of this hand


oh well :(
tata~ xDDD

happy 7th month to yingnam&agacia! :D
happy 1st month to jiahui&yulei! :D
muahahaha.
both couple stay sweet ah xD
ahahahas.

will be going library to study later.
ahahahas.
update more later bah :D

tata~ xDDD

bored bored.... fucking boreddddd!
haissss.
why is my life so boring?? =___=
lol.
i wanna dieeeee.
mayb only my life is boring.. =_=
&,
maple is their addiction now.
wat can i do?
....
rot at home bah.

i wanna study~~~
motivation pls? :/

niahahaha~
im back (:

o9o9-
((((((((:

1oo9-
bye milo~ :/
hais.
i miss you ):
rest in peace bah.
takecares (:

1309-
HAPPY BIRTHDAY LEESHUWEN! (:
i forgotten what i've done that day =__=
lolololol.
lazy~~~ xD

14o9-
happy 1yr anniversary to LSY&ALJY! <333
muahahaha.
lovesssssss! (:
thanks! to those ppl who wished us (:
esp angelin, hsinghui&marilou!
who wrote them on blog xD

15o9-
went zoo with baby to celebrate our anniversary (:
it was raining quite heavily when we reached there :/
ate breakfast at kfc first while waiting for the rain to stop.
ahahahas.

den went in at arnd 1o or 11am? o.O
ahahahas.
forgotten :X
den walk walk walk.
somehow lost our way.
&baby got so pekcheked that i dunno what to do :/
haisssss ):

den we went to watch the sea animals de show first (:
&den to the elephant show (:
&&den to the animal farm de show (:
ahahahahahas.
den there's this malaysian boy call felix keep making the show funny la.
he kept volunteering to come out to help
&his face expression was super funny la xD
ahahahas xD

den went back at arnd 6.40pm.
was super tired la :/
but was happy that we saw almost all of the animals :D
ahahahas.
thanks baby! (:
for bringing me to the zoo (:
wahahahaha.

18o9-
went to baby's hse to do some 'revision' xD


studying or sleeping? muahahaha xD


smelly :X


blur&dark :/

ahahahas.
after that jiu go home le ~~ (:

19o9-
baby's sick ):
but she came to find me after school (:
went je to watch Naraka 19.
the show like not even horror la =_=
lol.


lovessssss! (:

2oo9-
went to the new water de excursion.
had lots of fun there,
coz there's 2 super cute! kindergarten kids,
name Ah Ying & Gary (:
Gary shuai la :D
den Ah Ying was super cute laaa :D
bo gei one xD
&&&!
she kept waving to me&seowteng xDDD
ahahahas
CUTE! (:

went jp after that to find baby, sheena&pamela (:
den went to kiddy palace to play play,
&den toysRus
den i need to go back le :/
but me&baby went to the pet shop to see the dogs first :D
ahahahahas.

21o9-
nth much happen today.
ahahahahas.
but i got a super retard pic to post..

retard bah? xDDD

lol.
baby's face was super retard la! =_=
ahahahas

that's all bah.
tata~ xDDD

ahahahas.
woke up early today.
slept through my alarm =_=
LOL.
luckily mum called me (:
woohoo~!
den went to bathe&change all that.
&off to popo's hse~ xD

reached there with jiayan.
den went up to meet melaaaaaaaa xD
was abt to go,
&found out that milo didnt came out to the living room
to 'welcome' me like what he always do :/
den i went to the bedroom to find him.
den i saw him standing unsteadily on the bed.
&doesnt have the strength to walk ))))):
poor thing )':

den off to the zoo~ :DD
haas.
met up with irene ahyi, uncle steven &the two little kids (:
den go see animals~~~~
ahahahas.
lazy to type so much :X
hehehehehe.

den me&melaaaaaaaa was super tired.
like old woman like that,
no strength to walk xD
ahahahas.
den went to eat ben&jerry's ice cream after see-ing finish the animals.
ate chocolate mint chunk flavour!
<333s!!! xDD

went back popo's hse after that.
saw milo...
hais ):
get well soon ya?
i miss youuuuu! x'(

ahahahas.
blog finish le.
lol. my posts are getting more boring now :/
lalala~
btw, ILOVEALJY! x)))))
muahahahahahaha!!!
tata~ xDDD